Short week :)
Were just working 3 days this week..feels kinda good..Im a bit tired and I have LOADS of schoolwork to be doing as soon as I get a hold of the project manager :)
So she can just send me some more background documentation.
Otherwise plan for this week is to train..and to have my meeting with the team telling them the news about my contract with the company expiring at year end.
As I was in Oslo last week I had the opportunity to tell my 2 team members there about this and the reaction was not so good..one put all energy and focus on how I was feeling about it ant started to plan "my future".
(Witch is very cute but I would rather had her just talking about her feelings regarding this..but that probably comes later on when the news has sunk in a bit.)
The other one just starred down at her shoes and said multiple times..-"this is not good"
Its very hard for me..I love my team..Its my baby..the people in it is a fantastic bunch of individuals that Ive been supporting, helping not only to manage there daily challenges in there work life but also to grow as persons.
We have together buildt the team, we have formed our own tasks and our own jobdiscription to suet all the individuals we have.
Now the entire group is dispannding..3 is going on pension, 2 of our most efficient and youngest members leaves us, due to two closures and sales of locations in Norway, The entire Finnish part of the team is also sold...and now I'm going aswell :(
We have gone from 23 ppl last year to only be 15 now and in end of year were down to only 8.
No wonder people feel like they are abandoned. My own private view is that they should have pulled me out earlier..or mid next year..so I could at least get the group to get stable a bit before Im off aswell.
This is not the right time to leave...the group itself is in chaos and the insecurity is big.
But this is a decision made above my head and I had no chance to defend my team..I got a call telling me what had been decided and now I'm sitting here..supposed to live after it while I se my team fall apart. Its sad...but as always..I will give 110% the last months and be sure when Im saying this..my motivation is not gone..actually the opposite..now I'm more driven than ever to get all the improvements done that I have been planning.
And my team will have my full support
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