Radiosilence

is now broken.
Happened way to much this fall to even write it all here.
But here is a few:

• Iwe changed my employer within the assignment.
• Centi got a new job
• One of my best friends were falsely accused of stalking.
• We need to move to Stockholm
• We got a apartment change, that didn't happen, that then again would happen and then it didn't.
• We had to buy an apartment
• Look at appartments
• Run to Banks to get a loan with reasonable requerements
• We needed to plan Xmas and new year
• Do all the grossary shopping for the event
• Plan the move over entire Sweden
• I started my Sociology studies
• Need to travel back and forth to STHLm to look at appartment/write contract/get keys etc

and then ofc, adress change, training card, electricity contracts, phones etc etc....

Ill show u the appartment we bought atleast :)
Next post^^

Sociologi då för fan :P

efter 5år av studier så borde jag vara rätt trött på och plugga och jobba paralellt.
HEla sommaren har gått och jag har inte pluggat något..för jag har helt enkelt inte behövt, blev klar, godkänd och gick ut med en universitetsexamen.
Så hela sommaren har jag haft massa fritid..och hur har jag tillbringat den..på gymmet!
Så jag fattade beslut i Augusti att nu jävlar..jag hoppar på 2 år av sociologi på Linnéuniversitetet. Det är spännande att byta perspektiv från det psykologiska sättet att studera Människor som jag haft mycket nytta av i Ledarskaps programmet.

Så i augusti packade jag ryggsäcken och begav mig till skolan för min första klass.
Det var en spännande upplevelse. Jag lärde mig massor, kanske inte direkt socilogi men jag lärde mig att Sociologiska studier lockar mest kvinnor, att universiteten snedrekryterar och har flest applikanter från högutbildade familjer och vi resonerade lite kring detta.

Att lågutbildade föräldrar/familjer sällan uppmuntrar uni studier medan högutbildade familjer tar förgivet att deras barn läser vidare.
Inte direkt att jag fått massa pepp genom mina studier från familjen, jag har vänner som är både hög låg och jävligt högutbildade. Tycker egentligen inte det påverkat mig så mycket.
Jag är bar akunskaps törstig by nature...tror inte det är något betingat riktigt. Jag har alltid varit sådan även när jag var lite knatte. :)

Vi har fått 2 uppgifter med oss hem som ajg nu sitter och skriver på.
den ena är att berätt aom hur utbildningen hjälper oss att positionera oss i samhället, kompiskretsen, familjen och arbetet.
Jag har lite Idétorka faktiskt.
JAg ser bara nackdelar vad som skulle hänt tidigare om jag haft utbildningen innan. blivit stoppad i fack och inte fått lika fritt spelutrymme på jobbet. Att inte få vara "jag" för jag besitter en jävla titel, att mina relationer hade varit mer proffetionella.
Det är ju genom mina relationer som ajg får så många olika perspektiv, det är genom mina vänner jag lärt mig...lär mig fortfarande.
Men nån jävla avancerad position på jobbet blir det knappt..o mina vänner vet att jag läser men det är ju casual reading...nått jag gör för mig..som mina Yoga klasser typ :P
hmm...inte fan förändras relationerna pga att jag får mig en högskoleutbildning väl?
Vi får bara lite mer o prata om när vi fikar :)

School is done...for this semester

So..I have gone through 5 years of studies..and Finally Im done with it.
I celebrated this by signing in for 2 more years..but this time instead of Organizational leadership Im going to study Sociology.
Im actually looking forward to it...^^
Crazy huh?

Well Its not like my job isn't stimulating..actually its the total opposite, but I like the "different way" of thinking when studying besides..It makes me kinda feel that Im doing something for my self for ones :)

got to be home 24h..YEY!!

And soon I'm off to school on the other side of Sweden.
Ofc my train leaves in like 6h and I'm not sleeping yet...
...hell I haven't even walked the dog
Please shoot me!!

past week in Denmark...

...coming week in Norway.
Days flies..and next Sunday I need to have written the majority of my essay...
This is going to be fairly interesting..
Guess what I will be doing all damn week?
ordering books like crazy and writing a shit load of methodology..and on top of that..chasing ppl that hasn't sent me their answers to my questionnaire..
Bah!
There is more fun stuff to do than this..but I'm hoping to learn something in the process :/
Wish me luck, I'm gonna need it..loads of it :(

pl shoot me

This is insanely early...my train to School leaves in 1h..Im a zombie...
Pl shoot me, I want to sleep!! got home like late..last night and then raided until 02,00.
3h is not much *cry*
Stupid stupid Gaia

Back in school

So this semester is crazy...
I have a trainee...I need a new assignment and I have like 3 different school tasks to do in 3 months.
At least I can say to my guildies I have a life.
To my friends I have no life
and to my dog I'm never home..but still doesn't have a life.
Life gotta be overrated..please tell me its so.
Otherwise I'm going to get horribly emo over all the fun stuffz I have missed due to school, work, training, travels etc etc

Anyway my B essay is about Quality..it doesn't sound to much fun but actually I'm going to focus on companies that has already been ISO certified for a while and investigate how they have done to integrate the Quality thinking into their organization.
I think its very interesting :)

vacation time

Ive been working all summer...
and unlike any other job mine seems to just get even more stressful during summer.
Last week I even had to Travel to Oslo so I got everything done that had to be done before I could go.

On the vacation schedule it is now planned
Summerhouse..to pick berries
One week at home and just training and existing
Paris

Other things that is going to happened is that Springgrass is moving to Gothenburg *love*
Gonna be great fun to have him here.
Hes gonna stay for 5 years since hes studying at the Chalmers university.
Hes been looking for an apartment pretty long time.
Lucky for him Khorulaz is a darling and fixed so Spring and his friend could rent for a very cheap prize.
Only downside..the house they rent is like 40 min by tram to the school.
But then again..if they need shelter in town they can always crash Khorulaz place ^^

Eating, training...studying..watching boston legal..

and I try as always to do all he things I usually don't have the time to. Worst is the school really. I'm writing an project evaluation as mentioned earlier..I got the final paperwork the last day and been writing like a crazy person. Centi has been reading and giving me input on the paper and now Its finally soon done.. 28 pages incl front page and appendix. That is pretty good ..right? I hope to get it approved so I can then send it out to the organization and my line manager. Next week friday Im off to school to have a 15 min presentation to the entire group of 4 that will be there friday (rest of class is there saturday) I will just go there over the day.. 15 mins..and I talk so fast..I can pretty much read the entire paper to them and still have time over *grin* So It will be a TALK SLOOOOOOOWWWWW...move SLOOOOOOWWWW and show PP slides veryyy SLOWWWWLYYYYYYYYYY..sounds like a VERYYYYY boring presentation right? Wish me luck:P

sun is shining

.and Gaia made it to core raider the past week.
Ive fully understood my spot as casual raider..I do travel in my work making it impossible for me to raid 3 times/week all the time.
Though me thinking now..the rest of the core raiders had less activity in raiding than me as casual raider...so questions is..should maby they been casual and me core to begin with?
Anyway..happy am I.
So now I actually do get spots ever raid I want to attend.
And I have now finally gotten to the 25 man LK fight..a very fun fight..but ouch its hard..we get to phase 3 now..so its progress atleast.
Im so looking forward to kill him :)

Otherwise..summer is here..26 degrees..sun and life when it is at its best.

Im having 2 more weeks of school before end of semester and then Im taking the summer of and start with school next fall again since i do have a B essay left to write :/ when done with that little challenge its only 1 year left of my studies before I get my batchler.
Im VERY dedicated to this :)

Short week :)

Were just working 3 days this week..feels kinda good..Im a bit tired and I have LOADS of schoolwork to be doing as soon as I get a hold of the project manager :)
So she can just send me some more background documentation.

Otherwise plan for this week is to train..and to have my meeting with the team telling them the news about my contract with the company expiring at year end.
As I was in Oslo last week I had the opportunity to tell my 2 team members there about this and the reaction was not so good..one put all energy and focus on how I was feeling about it ant started to plan "my future".
(Witch is very cute but I would rather had her just talking about her feelings regarding this..but that probably comes later on when the news has sunk in a bit.)
The other one just starred down at her shoes and said multiple times..-"this is not good"

Its very hard for me..I love my team..Its my baby..the people in it is a fantastic bunch of individuals that Ive been supporting, helping not only to manage there daily challenges in there work life but also to grow as persons.
We have together buildt the team, we have formed our own tasks and our own jobdiscription to suet all the individuals we have.
Now the entire group is dispannding..3 is going on pension, 2 of our most efficient and youngest members leaves us, due to two closures and sales of locations in Norway, The entire Finnish part of the team is also sold...and now I'm going aswell :(
We have gone from 23 ppl last year to only be 15 now and in end of year were down to only 8.

No wonder people feel like they are abandoned. My own private view is that they should have pulled me out earlier..or mid next year..so I could at least get the group to get stable a bit before Im off aswell.
This is not the right time to leave...the group itself is in chaos and the insecurity is big.
But this is a decision made above my head and I had no chance to defend my team..I got a call telling me what had been decided and now I'm sitting here..supposed to live after it while I se my team fall apart. Its sad...but as always..I will give 110% the last months and be sure when Im saying this..my motivation is not gone..actually the opposite..now I'm more driven than ever to get all the improvements done that I have been planning.
And my team will have my full support

Söndag= latdag

• Ligga i sängen till 12..check
• ut med hundne på promenad 1,5h..check
• Äta kyckling med sallad till lunch...check
• Plugga lite mer på arbetet....check
• Äta rosa donut..check
• Dricka te och raida hela kvällen....yep..

Låter som en ok söndag :P Eller hur?

Imorgon är det jobb igen..inte ås sugen jus tnu faktiskt, huvudet är fortfarande rätt trött..to be honest :(

Sista träffen före inlämning

Näst sista besöket i Växjö för den här terminen, nästa ågng är det redovisnign av den projekt utvärdering jag gjort.
Nu är det analys kvar att skriva så får vi se.
13 sidor är jag uppe i..skall skriva nästan lika mycket till + appendix..giss aom ajg har och gör anu et ttag framöver..
bisy bee..men det skall bli skönt o bli klar iaf..
till sommaren skall jag läsa iaf 1 bok som itne har direkt anknytning till skolan..
Lite om Harry Hole kanske..blir mina norska vänner glada, Jo Nesbö är ju en rätt känd författare..kommit en bit iaf i serien..är på: Rödhake

Nu skall jag med tåget..resten av helgen blir föreläsningar och koma...dvs av hjärnan..o ingen träning alls..bara massa ätande..får se hur länge jag står ut :P

Skolhelg

Fick G på min A-uppsats..äntligen!!!
Firade på hotellrummet med juice och en halv påse kanelgifflar..
Nu är det nya tag..har bara 2 uppgifter och en B-uppsats kvar.
MÅL: Allt klart innan september

Om jag lyckas med det..då är det bara 2 år halvfarts studier kvar o sen har jag kandidat..nice!!!

Ett tag sedan

Ja jisses vad tiden går..så här långt uppehåll imitt bloggande har jag inte haft sen..uhm..aldrig.
Känns konstigt faktiskt.
Så jag tänkte ge en "fast fast version" på vad som hänt...
Hela februari reste jag som en idiot..sedan kom månadsavslutningen som var ovanligt strulig.

Efter det fick jag en vecka på mig att ordna planera och lösa saker för min egen semester.
Rätt stressigt faktiskt..och MASSOR av möten..
Mina kära vänner fick roas av Centi när de var här hemma på fika för jag hade full upp och jobba som en idiot.*skämmas*
En sak ajg inte är så stolt över faktiskt.

Sen hann jag med en Marockoresa..den kommer jag berätta mer om längre fram..fast bak..jag kommer givetvis datera det på rätt månad ^^
Sedan jag kom tillbaka från Marocko (1 vecka sedan) var jag hemma i slående 8h innan det var dags att ge sig iväg igen.

Till Växjö..min skola.
Har nu beslutat mig för vilket projekt jag skall granska och fått en handledare..fick även köpt till mig lite böcker som jag idag varit och hämtat från bibblan...skall läsa dem i helgen och till veckan som kommer tänkte jag..kan ge boktips sedan om dom är bra nog ^^

Kom hem lördag..jobbat som en idiot hela veckan nu för att läsa alla mina 900 email och lösa alla struliga saker som blivit liggandes de 7 dagarna jag var i Marocko och tränade och åt.

Och på söndag åker jag igen..till Oslo för att fixa månadsavslutningen och koordinera lite med mitt team. Ser jag fram emot även om sitta hemma och glo på Criminal minds är rätt lockande annars.
Jag återkommer på bloggen i vanlig ordning till veckan igen. Nu när jag är nästan tillbaka igen efter semestern ^^
Tack för ert tålamod att vänta på nya inlägg..ajg skall inte göra er besvikna.
//Hugsiez

school work

Its great to be at work ^^
At least of the perspective I got a lot of material for my school task.
My boss is the best, he helped me to choose the "perfect project" to study and the project manager gave me all the documentation I might need to explain what It was all about.
Now my only worry is...In my company everyone talks/writes and communicates in emails in English..so It seems that the easiest way out of my problem with having all documents in English is to write the entire paper in English aswell.
Its a bit scary..I mean yeah Im pretty used to the talking and writing but not you know this really correct English while publishing stuff.
well this isn't to be published anyway, its just gonna be me and my teachers reading it but still.
It needs to be right.
On Monday my teacher and I have a booked teleconference so I'm hoping to be able to ask her then about this. Until then I just read and read..no writing.

Weekend just flew by..

came home sat..dead like always..died on my bed actually already at 22.30 And slept like a baby until what..noon today or something *blush* yeah I'm mentally dead atm. To much info i to few hours. Anyway..today I managed to do a double class at gym aswell.. First Combat and then S-core (30 min sit-ups pretty much) and now... now my body is dead aswell..fits a bit better with the brain atm :P

So plan for tonight was..look at an old movie from 1983 "Curse of the Pink Panter" And eat as much garbage as I can fit into my stomach :P
Together with huge amounts of blueberry tea from Friggs (pic).
Ive drank the tea ages ago and then a few days back i found it on the tea shelf's in the local store..so I just had to buy it again..Im pretty tired with all the green tea Ive been drinking the past 4 years now:P so back to drinking rooibos from time to time huh :P well green tea is healthy but Rooibos is without any caffeine so in one way its just as healthy..except ofc the lack of antioxidants that you find in green tea...anyway. try it..taskes great..and Im so gonna bake a blueberry pie tomorrow..^^ Centis gonna love me even more:P

Gaia of to school again

Train leaves in 2h... im packing..as you c :P
Ok not yet but I'm supposed to..gotta count for something, right?
Anyway..school books in..leaving my work laptop at home with me out of office..going to work when I get back home again on Saturday..answering all 200 emails I'm going to have received during ½ a working day.

Thank god none of the school dates are on or close to a month end at work..so I actually manage to be out of office and don't need to bring my laptop. ofc its great when I can watch movies on it..enjoy other ppl:s blog on it and so on but this time I really need to read..I mean READ..have like 4 weeks to read out and understand 13 books..the thinnest of them is on 300 pages..so u get the pic..

Im so stressed over this damn reading..gonna take ages..anyway.. good thing is that in school today and tomorrow we have 20h of lectures and they are going to summarize some of the books..so then I get to know if there relevant or not for me in my paper. the paper I'm supposed to write is gonna be 25 pages about, a project at work that somehow is a change process..maby the GSAP implementation?
naaah..that is a damn masters not a little paper..maby I write about the study we made last fall...I know where to get all the paperwork even..could be good sized for a paper..besides.. I fought like a madman to keep my staff..and won ^^ so Its a good study for me. I didn't need to kick out anyone in the end of the day..I even got one person added to my team making me team lead of entire Nordics except Sweden..but then again..who the hell wants Sweden? :P
I just live here ok!?!
Now I need to Finnish packing..wish me luck..when coming home I'm like mushed potatoes in my brain..I cant think not speak and only sleep..always totally exhausted..to much info..so little time.
"Education is what remains after one has forgotten everything he learned in school" - Einstein

Saturday

And..what do we do...

• Train ofc as always..its not a Saturday without Combat:P
• After that were off to a friends house to eat..a lot!!! :D
• and then drink tea..in huge quantities..*tihi*
• then home to doggeh and take a walk with my neighbor..

...if she feels better in her back..
poor girl she better be taking it easy today..I have even offered to just sit at there place and keep her some company..but shes prolly high of painkillers so..:PAnyway..its going to be a fun social weekend..just what I need.

Next week I'm going to Växjö..and I have managed to read like 10 pages of the damn boring book.
hopefully i get loads of inspiration while there.
And since I'm traveling on my own I will have plenty of time reading at my hotel-room between classes..though feels strange to come to a "new" class since I'm no longer with my classmates on this one..well Ill survive and will ofc tell u everything when I get back ^^

Email back from School

22-23/1 is time to take the train to Växjö again to do the last points :) going to call Callisto now to ask her if she is joining for the classes or not..maby I get company..maby not. All I know is that I actually looking forward to some new training in how to be the best boss you ever can. were going to read about; Organization, structure and culture, Leadership, project management and changes. Going to be very interesting reading and getting some examples of company culture. I have been in a few companies over the years and I never stop wondering how ppl became the way they are. Its going to be a very bisy spring for me..a lot of reading atleast.. got the list of books..23 of them to be more precis good thing is..I already have a few of them :P